Hello beautiful readers, welcome back.
I’m gonna keep this post short and to the point. . .well to the best of my abilities-’tis I.
I have been gone for about 10 days. . .and coincidentally it is my month blogiversary-this is my epitome. Lot’s of motivation and accomplishing goals/results followed by no motivation and accomplishing the bare minimum. Living with bipolar ll never gets any less unpredictable.
I have been meaning to. . .for the past 4 years, to journal my feelings and observations regarding my mental illness, but I never do. Instead, I write poetic analogies. I am hoping through blogging I will hold myself accountable; I am hoping I won’t run away.
These last several months I have gone from a depressive state (July-August) to a manic state (September-October). . .and now I feel like I am falling back down the spiral. Which is okay. This time, right now at least, I am feeling more in control. Blogging is helping.
Today, this post was written post mental breakdown. I happened to look at the clock at 4:44 p.m. and as the true modern day bohemian I am-I decided to take it as a sign from the universe. (Numerology means something to me, here is a blog post that goes into more depth on the subject.)
A sign to pick my head up and keep on keeping on. And my first step in doing so was to dry my tears, steady my breathing, and update my blog. So here I am. Just letting you guys know I am still around. And I am so, so grateful if any of you still are too
P.S. Please stop by next week to read my Sunshine Blogger Award!